I know the title is alarming to those watchers who are still active, but I'm not deleting! Don't worry! I plan to get core at some point solely to change my screen name, though sadly that probably won't be any time soon (I'm a broke ass bitch lemme tell ya). I just want to reminisce a little.
[This is a rambling post, I just wanna talk into the void a bit. It's gonna read like a to-do list].
I've made several RL friends who I continue follow here. I've lost contact with everyone, and I still think about you every now and then, wondering how you're doing. I've seen my freehand art change little by little. I've tried several mediums and hope to try many more. I no longer sing out loud, and I miss doing it. I had to put my cat down four days after my birthday this year; I wonder if I'm still sad about it or not. I get quadruple deja vu every couple weeks. I think my dad's ex was a psychic vampire because I'm starting to lucid dream again.
I want to stick to keto for good even though I fucking,,, love bread. Tried it two years ago for one month and lost twenty pounds and I felt good. I want to sort out the craft room into neat little boxes to turn it into a guest room. I want to have a betta rack (I've got the tanks, filters, airlines, moss balls, and substrate! I just need the wood to make a rack, get the food, and buy the actual fish! I'M SO CLOSE). I want to put my inherited goldfish into a fifty-five gallon aquarium with nooks and crannies for them to explore; they're outgrowing my twenty-nine.
I want a job that doesn't expect much from me, just something I can knock out hours on even at minimum wage that won't destroy me. I want to support my family as much as they support me. I want to turn a profit doing what I love for once. I want myself to do several chores that I just don't do for some reason. I want to get rid of the carpet in my room and put up glow in the dark stars.
I want to get a pixie cut but can't bring myself to DIY it; I think about doing it anyway every couple of days. I want to get into gardening and aquaponics even if it's the tail end of autumn right now. I want to try writing down all the stories in my head that I haven't put to black and white.
I've gotta open up and submit myself to the mortifying idea of being known if I don't want to feel lonely.
Anyone else wanna share?
*high fives valleyviolet*
This is me wanting to express both my astonishment that I placed, and also my joy at having done so!
You can tell I'm excited because of all the exclamation points!
A few things
Devious Journal Entry
Yeah, it's been a while, hasn't it? I'm sorry.
Either way, I can finally upload all those pictures I've drawn!... just it takes forever, and the pictures on the camera are huge, so I probably won't get them all up until next weekend.
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Happy End of the World!
#1: Why is this prediction so out of nowhere? Wouldn't someone have freaked out and brought it up before April of 2011?
#2: None of the digits add up at all, nor is there any 'mystical' power over it, so its not a religious thing.
And, well, thats it.
Why does the date on this journal say "Wed Dec 31, 1969, 4:00 PM"? Did I somehow go back in time and not realize it? Can I screw with history now? Why am I not torn to pieces?
Yes, it has been a very long time since I last updated.
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